So it's Christmas coming up soon it's roughly about 45 days away? and only about 21 until the first of December. My parents asked me if I wanted anything in particular this year, and I couldn't think of anything. Maybe it's because I'm getting older I don't know.
Thinking about it quite a lot, I realised why I couldn't think of anything. This year, I've had to cope with illness, stress, family problems and the death of both my grandparents. But why should that make me special? Well, it doesn't, not any more special than the next person. I know, that what I have gone through is hard, but so what? I'm pretty darn sure there are people in the world, who have suffered much more misfortune than me. It could even be as bad as comparing a penny to a thousand pounds.
So now I know what I want. This year I would like to have a nice Christmas, I want to make sure all my friends and family are happy. But more than anything this Christmas I wish and hope that for all those out there that are suffering or going through a lot in some way or form, are happy and will have one of the best christmas' they will ever have.
One of the reasons I make my self smile everyday, is in hope that it will affect the mood of others around me. Everyone deserves to be happy, even if i'm not :)
